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Thursday, October 12, 2006
In Turmoil
So many things have been going round and round and round my head for the past 24hrs or so i feeel so tired and uncertain of everything...and its so unbelievable tt only barely a day has passed...and i just cant wait for this whole sem to be over...so i can at least get one burden off my head, the stupid work...

Mayb i coud be wrong, but i am quite certain tt God used you to bring me back to Him, i'm thankful for tt, but why must it be u?...juz swayed all my beliefs and values tt i neva thought i would find myself trying to compromise in my head, i think tts bad enuff, and i really wun be suprised if one day i realli make the decision to compromise...but whether its wrong or right or God's will is another thing. 1 and a half weeks back i was so sure i made the right choice, but for the past few days questions have been swarming my mind...full of wad ifs...wad if i compromised...would tt bring one more person to Christ?...in the first place i dun even know if my hunch tt God is giving me this chance to bring you to Christ is correct in anyway AT ALL...and wad if tts juz all an illusion. its driving me crazy sooon. rarrr...

Finally today i felt i finally had a break frm sch work...haven touched my schwork all day...and i went to the wierdest places...like Labrador Park?...music lesson to Ariel and Andre again...Andre is juz driving me mad and more mad...haha...and thru the whole day nth was off my mind...arghhh...plus tt email i received yest...i juz haf so so may things running thru my mind...run run run...


Juannnn [1:14 AM]
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Centre Of My Life




 

 

 

 

 

Let my walk speak loud

And my words be true

Let my life be whole

With my eyes on you

 


Lord I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song


 


 

 

 



 

 

I have found Your peace

It replaces anything

You have done it all

I can trust in You


 

So I'm stepping out

From the comfort zone

Letting go of me

Holding on to You

 

 



Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody



Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song



 


 

 



 

 

 

 

 

 


 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom


 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings healing to this land

 

 

This is Your song, not mine

This is Your song

That brings freedom

 

 


 

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

Freedom comes

When I call you Lord

You are Lord, my God


 



 

You are the centre of it all

The universe declares in awe

Your majesty, I surrender all

 



I make You the centre of my life

Lord I respond with all I am

You placed in me the song

Of heaven's melody




Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty

I live to sing Your song

 

Your Majesty




My life will sing Your song!